I deleted Threads again

I couldn't shut up

I’ve never been the type of person to delete and redownload apps in a matter of days. What’s happening to me lol

I mean I’ve gone through periods of time where I deleted tik-tok because I was overconsuming but usually when I would delete it, I wouldn’t miss it. But with Threads… why can’t I quit her?

And maybe the question is why do I want to quit her? Honestly? I think it’s for business reasons. On one hand, I have grown quicker on that app than I have anywhere else. The growth possibilities over there are endless.

But on the other hand, I spend sooooo much time just talking about random shit over there… and for zero purpose. Like sure it’s building and strengthening my brand but I can do that in so many other ways. It feels like I get constant dopamine hits from being able to post 30 times a day and constantly get replies and get in fun fights with people and blah blah blah. Which the hits are nice but then everything else in my life and business feels desaturated and boring. The colors brighten when I’m not using it hahahahaha it sounds so fucking dramatic but I’m like actually serious

I also think any type of text-focused app is going to lead to more complaining and whining. Which is fun for me to a certain extent because I love bullying whiners (lol) but it also results in me then just seeing that type of content non-stop on my feed.

And there’s even been days where I don’t even scroll, I just post (like creating more than I consume) and it still drains me like crazy.

I like to think of everyday when I get good sleep, I wake up with a pot of energy. I get to decide where that energy goes and it IS limited. If I’m showing up in front of thousands of people talking about random stuff for hours every day, that’s going to effect the amount of energy I have left in my “showing up” bucket.

Instagram is where I make the most money. I wonder if that would shift if I experimented with selling on Threads more. I’m sure it could.

But I guess I’m just trusting the way I feel when I don’t have it. I feel so much more zoned in on my community, my business, and actually connecting with people and encouraging them.

Anyways, a part of me loves to talk (type) out my thoughts and so I’m going to use that energy to hopefully post more here. Of course that will take some energy from my showing up bucket but it feels like it will take much less god willing

This weekend I started a magic internship called Clerestory with Jaliessa Sipress and Leila Sadeghee. I am SO excited about it and definitely will share more of that soon.

As I was doing my journaling today I realized something doesn’t have to be “true” for me to believe it. And also like… what does “true” even mean? Provable? Science is getting mis-proven all the time. So I’m going to just continue down my path of magic and money making and abundance, join me if you like :)

Also opened doors for Brand Camp today. Soooo excited about this in-person event. Find out more details here!